Beautiful Times

Some people envy to be me. They said I can get what I want. I feel happy with my life. I am so thankful with my life. I can cheer people up and so on.

But have you heard this words:

"People who cheer up others, who always laugh are the one who needs help and to be cheered up."

Honestly, that's what I feel.
People who can cheer you up best, are the hardest one to be cheered up.

I don't say I hate my life. But at this time, I feel like my life is too hard for me.

Last night when I cried, I was having some chat with my soul brother.

Me: "I can't hold this anymore. My life is too hard. I want to die." 
Him: "People who suicide will go to hell." 
Me: "But I can't hold this…" 
Him: "So, do you think you can hold that when entering hell?"

Well, I can't reply it. He's right.
But honestly, I don't know what should I do with this damn problem. I want to pray but I got my period so I can't damn it!

Anyway, I have some music list for passing through the hard times in life:

1. Marble Sounds ─ Good Occasions
2. Marble Sounds ─ The Little Lows
3. Marble Sounds ─ Leave a Light On
4. Marble Sounds ─ The Time to Sleep
5. Owl City feat Lindsey Stirling ─ Beautiful Times

The first four songs will give you some calmness. And the last one, will gives you spirit to face your hard problem. Perfect combination! :)
I really thank you for Marble Sounds and Owl City who bring me calmness and spirit.
You saved me…

Sometimes, when you feel there's no one can understand, music can understand you.

And this afternoon, I went to one of my bestfriend boy that I haven't met for soooo long I miss him so much. So I randomly went to his house and met him. I also invited my partners in crime to join us. Hahaha.

And......... They always successfully refresh my swollen eyes, make my tummy hurts, and also laugh all day long.

No one can understand my jokes but them.

Thank you for being there for me, dudes. I love all of you!

This fight in me life is so hard
But I am gonna survive
These are beautiful times

Owl City (ft. Lindsey Stirling) ─ Beautiful Times

Owl City Made My Day

SOOOOOOOO HAPPY TODAY!
And I am gonna tell you why :D

This afternoon, I don't have any idea what should I do. I was so bored. And I see Owl City's Instagram. He gave clues about their newest single that will be out next Tuesday. They uploaded 9 pics which they made like puzzle so if we can arrange rightly, we can know the newest single's cover.
So, since I didn't do anything, I arrange it and TADAAA

Owl City feat. Lindsey Stirling - Beautiful Times.

What a artistic cover isn't it? I can't barely waittttt!

I posted this cover album in my tumblr.
And guess what..............................

..............Guess what I was doing after I read that email.....

Marble Sounds - Leave a Light On Lyric

This is one of my favorite songs from Marble Sounds.
I always use this song for affecting my friend so they can start liking them :p teehee.
So, here is the lyric. What a lovely lyric♥

Marble Sounds - Leave a Light On

Sure I can leave a light on

Let it shine on 

Leave it till dawn

Sure I can leave a light on

Leave a light on for you

It takes two to find a way out

There is no doubt

I will be around

If you have lost the right track

Then I’ll lead you right back 

Don't search to find

Don't smile just to be nice

Don't run just to get there on time

Be amazed

Simply blown away

Live on without

Getting off your cloud

Sure I can leave a light on

Leave a light on for you

Sure I can play a quiet song

I could just hum

Beat a soft drum

Sure I can play a quiet song 

Play a quiet song for you

It takes you to make my heart sing

To let air in

And keep breathing

It takes two to keep the vibe true

I am waiting for you

It struck me again

We both look the same

But what you make

Appears in all shapes

I should impress

But nevertheless

I cannot change

Night into a day

So sure I can leave a light on

Leave a light on for you